Literature Reference: 力微怯升降，意欲结踟躇。—— 《病中赴袁州次香馆》 Weak in strength, hesitant in ascent and descent, the mind lingers in hesitation. Source from 'A Sick Journey to Yuanzhou at the Xiang Pavilion'.
踟: Hesitant in heart. When used in personal names, it often describes someone who remains calm and composed in the face of decisions, refraining from impulsiveness.
躇: Hesitant. When used in a person's name, it often describes someone who is steady and deliberate in their actions, not impulsive.
Meaning: 踟躇 means to hesitate, wavering in indecision, often describing a state of inner conflict and difficulty in making a decision.